simply complicated

Almost all the blogs i read
are like, about depressing and unfortunate things
that happen in a persons life....im not saying anything offensive
cuz mine are like that too xP

But recently ive realized that life's not that bad.
we are all caught up in our moments of anger and frustration
that we see everything in black or white.
Now that i think back on everything i have been through
yes some of it haunts me, but there is always someone in the world
that has it much much worse.
I have a place to sleep
food to eat
people who care[even if at times it doesnt seem like so ><;]
and, most importantly, i have God.

I mean, shit happens to everyone right?
the only difference between someone weak and someone strong
is the way they handle whatever life throws at them,
no matter how insignificant or life-changing it might be.

I am so caught up in this neverending maze called life,
in which it is impossible to find a way out of other than death,
that i rarely stop to think about all the blessings that are already
mine.

soo....
so what if i never get what i really want?
so what if ive had a complicated past?
so what if people dont care what i think?
so what if i keep screaming, and no one can hear me?
SO WHAT?

i still have air in my lungs, a smile on my face, and love in my heart...