simply complicated

wow. today was a pretty....interesting day.
it opened my eyes and made me realize that adulthood is not far away at all
and we will be exposed to certain things
and situations
in which we must choose how we act during that time and consider all the consequences.
but as the saying goes: easier said than done.

i had so much fun. more than i have in SUCH a long time.
now i understand people that i thought were complete idiots
in the past. like, why would they do THAT? its SO STUPID.
everything's so much clearer.

life isnt so boring now. especially compared to before.
i guess all i had to do was wait and eventually something did happen.

all the secrets.
all the scandals.
all the problems.
all the pressure.
all the fun.
all the people.
all the emotions.

welcome to life. the real world.
i am terrified and ecstatic at the same time.


"life is short. live a little."