what mr. hogan said will definitely stick to me forever:
"the secret to life is being able to experience two completely conflicting emotions at once."
he went on to tell us about how his parents were so close to divorce when he was just a bit older than we are, but decided to stick it out because they know better times will come, and that they looked at marriage as a whole and not to halt it because of one unfortunate time. I love how he related all of this to the music we were studying. His words truly touched me in a way i never thought possible.
i guess i could relate to that. but if my parents didnt divorce i'd still be in philippines right now, and life as i know it probably would not exist at all. I guess everything does happen for a reason, even if they do seem awful at the time.
"sometimes the dreams that come true are the ones you never knew you had"
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People talk of things. but how does one know who, or what to believe? They say i can trust them, but can i really? i don't know.
the past has taught me that assumptions lead to negative consequences.
so i will not make assumptions whatsoever.
sighh, love is in the air for a lot of people(no, not me lol)
i truly hope everything works out, and history doesnt repeat itself.
but it's high school. everyone overdramatizes everything. but we can only hope for the best :]
"things somehow always work out"
"shh. don't jynx it!"
been in an extremely bad/depressed/tired mood latelyy.
can you blame me though?
it just gets worse everyday.
al;ksdfj whatever. im useed to it.
soo messed up though.
even the sunniest places can have rainy days.
i like vanilla bean, oreos, and key lime pie.
no, i just like the shade of green on the pie ;]
tigres and certain situations seem promising :D
"fifth wheel!" oh weeell at least im the only one not in denial.
how do you find the line between false assumptions and simple ignorance?
and fyi, i can touch all the basketballs i want :P
oh and to a certain someone: dont do it. its so not worth it. trust me.
youre one of the best, most amazing and wonderful people i know.
"cause if you jump i will jump too" ~skyway avenue
baby are you down down down down down?
;]
loooooved it.
no pressure.
no guys. kinda.
friends.
forever.
the floor.
the beat.
my feet.
(:
its coming back again.
died down during summer, but i guess
it came with the school year.
fun fun fun.
anywayy, ive been thinking about past friendships
that ive had over the years...
its like, during that time youd think that the friendship
would be worth something to both of the people
and that nothing could stop that powerful relationship
but in the end they just forget, or it didnt mean anything to them.
and now that "strong" friendship is reduced to a mere greeting in the hallway.
but its ok and im glad cus this is how i determine who my real friends are ;]
junior years pretty scary, but i can do it :) if i work hard and change my habits,
blahblahblah.
i just love how we "came back from where we left off"
and that "nothings changed" LOL
my my my.
MY MY MY.
aye aye aye.
seriously, STOP BEING SO IGNORANTT >:O but
thats who you are loll
so well just see whatll happen in the future ;]
wow. why am i even thinking about this?
i made a promise to myself never to do so.
to forget about it.
why?
"i can feel sad if i want to."
is such a good day....
not.
you can drive at 16
go to clubs at 18
drink at 21
retire at 65
but whoever set the age to fall in love?
who says you have to be a certain age to do certain things?
with age comes wisdom: that's a total lie.
growing old is mandatory, but growing up is optional.
but how do we know when it's time to grow up,
and when it's time to enjoy our youth?
things or people that may make you happier right now
might just ruin you later on.
do we live in the moment? or do we continue with our lives
always wondering what couldve been?
on the other hand, should we regard the future more than the present?
is it really more important?
just some things that popped into my mind today cus of recent events.
time will tell. it always does.
the day before yesterday my dad called me from the philippines.
we had this conversation and he ended up making me promise
to attend oxford until i finish high school.
sooo im coming back to oxfordd :D
i just hate the summer homework that i have to do now.
played guitar hero world tour for the FIRST time. it was soo much fun!
i seriously want to get it now.
i suck at guitar though. drums are my thing ;]
internet priviledges are FINALLY backk. im improving my RHETORICAL skills. omg
homework is getting to me :O so yeahh, i dont have to sneak anymore.
im listening to a broader range of music now.
im more into alternative bands now rather than just mainstream solo artists(:
hopefully certain PEOPLE wont criticize my choice in music. ahahha
oh and im soo excited for a certain someone (:
i think im destined to be there to CAPTURE the moments.
hehehhe and post those moments on facebook?
lol just kiddinggg. but yeah, im so glad something finally happened.
man, i miss my friends sooo much >:[
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im getting used to life as it is.
its restrictions
the people
the obstacles
the sacrifices, etc.
theres just no use in complaining anymore. it gets no one nowhere.
ill just wait for something good or exciting to happen.
it has to come eventuallyy. ill be happier staying positive, especially
if theres nothing i can do about it.
"Love life and life will love you back."
hopefully that's true.
