simply complicated

:)

WHAT HAPPENED?
:(

i just dont know anymore.
trust me, im not worth it.
wish i was, though.
but shes so much better[:

wow. havent blogged in a while.

had an interesting and emotional past few weeks.
so many thoughts running through my head.

today someone said something to me, that was COMPLETELY wrong.
they just assumed, and were so sure about it. if they only knew.
then again, why would i want them to? that just means im doing my job.
but it still frustrated me. YOU DONT KNOW ME.
and your not the only one going through "a lot".

;alkdjf;alkdf!
this is blowing everything out of proportion.
if you REALLYY look at it, everythings simple.
the next moment you look: more complications than ever before. i hate my wandering imagination.

next weeeek.
so much going on..you owe us >:D

I may tell you lots of things, but theres still a whole lot you dont know.
so again, dont assume.

GUHHHH
my my my(;
what an intriguing topic.

you know what?
im sorry you had me.
im sorry im a part of your life, because all you ever say is that i am a burden.
maybe i should cease to be so.
maybe you should do what you threaten to me every day.
you'll never understand.

PINOY FEAR FACTOR.
sooo much worse than US.
its like, pure torture. but i think its cool(:
REPRESENT lol

you know what i find so weird? multiple conversations i had with completely different people were about the same exact topics. and they said the exact same things. i was like, wow. DEJA VU.

"il never get over you getting over me"
^^^from a surprising conversation i had. you know who u are.
<3

so tired of EVERYTHING
the drama
restrictions
PEOPLE
ugh. its like, whats happening to everything?
i dont even care anymore.
because with whatever we put much thought into
it turns out we simply wasted our time. SO MUCH OF IT
so now, that is my new resolution: to not worry.
(:

high school dramatizes everything.
even the smallest details can become huge scandals, especially in oxford.
ONE word a person says can determine their reputation for the rest of their high school career.
its pure evil.

i now officially want to become a psychologist and learn more about
the simply complicated minds of people. a very interesting subject.
the career allows you to 1)make bank[; and 2)apply the lessons you learn at work to life and the people around you.
so its like hitting two birds with one stone.

i seriously hate how my mind works. one moment im convinced on something, and the next im totally against it. the pattern continues. its so frustratingg):
i guess its true that the filtering and thought processes for girls are more developed than that of guys. learned that today from a very interesting conversation with a very interesting substitute teacher :D

i think im on a music craze right now. dont know what i would do without it. its the only way i can truly feel like myself. guuhh im so bad with words, but somehow theres always a song that explains exactly how i feel<3

OH and to that 1 person [i think you know who you are]look at #15 on my playlist.
you should understand the newfound value of this song :P

fun!-- partay
awkwarddd-- person.
boring-- cuz of no internet/phone :/
full :O-- of delicious foood<3
witchy D:<-- PERSON!
scaryy-- STALKER
repetitive-- phone calls
falling-- trashbags 8P
weird-- friends ;]
cutee-- mr.collegeboy!<---thats right ;D
crazy-- weekend<3
tired-- me.

is wrong.
with.
you.