this is so cuteee. i wonder if its true. LOL

Why do boys fall in love with girls?
(This was written by a guy)
it’s so sweet!
1. They will always smell good even if it’s just shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our
shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms.
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right
in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she’s the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says “lets not fight anymore” - even though you
know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17. The way they kiss you when you say “I love you”.
18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you…
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt. * i think every girl is guilty of this
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don’t admit it).
23. The way they say “I miss you”.
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn’t hurt her anymore...Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or
know that you would die without them it matters not. Because once in
your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to
you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their
souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling. Only felt.

i'm so over it.
you're just unbelievably stupid.
everything was a waste of time and energy,
one of the few things in my life that i regret.
oh well, it's your loss :]
BTW, don't talk to me again.

soo, havent posted in a while
i thought i should now.

nothing's going on, i promise you.
i hate it whem people think
i like them, when in all seriousness i dont like anybody right now.
cant you be friends with someone of the opposite sex
and still play around and joke without people thinking there's something going on?
& i think i made a mistake by telling him...
cuz i think he's the type of person to avoid. i dont want things to be awkward
because he's a really good friend. i thought he'd react differently...
but whatever. i don't care about what people think, but i hate misunderstandings.

i think you should get a life. you were the worst part of my day.

omg erin, please tell me when your two month long denial phase ends
so i can talk to you without having to explain the SAME exact things
over and over againn?? hahaaa we have crazy fun times in cluster though :]
YOUR FACE!!!! lmfao.

and alina, at least youre not AS in denial as erin, but STILLLL
it wouldnt kill you to say something >:D

please don't come back into my life. ive tried my hardest to forget about you,
not telling anyone because i didnt want to talk about it. ive survived this long,
don't ruin it for me. i don't even consider you as anything anymore...so stop talking to me.

so terrified, everyday, that i'll get a phone call telling me the news. it's only a matter of time and im not ready yet. i would never be, because nothing can possibly prepare me.
i hate this part.


"the hardest part of this
is leaving you"

something my "therapist" said during a lunch walk
got me thinking
"one day, you'll eventually ________________"
will i really?
i hope nott.

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Is the weather changing again?
just when i was getting used to the rain
it becomes somewhat sunny again.
will the rain come back? The sun is too bright.
i dont like it, but for some odd reason it's a bit comforting...
makes me feel that im actually worth something, that the sun comes out for me
-________-;

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She came home! :D Thank GOD. I got to see her again, and we ate cake<3
but i still cant fathom the fact that it's just a matter of time...for both of them.

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HE IS SO STUPID. doesnt he know that what theyre planning to do is outrageous?
dont they know the complications that WILL follow? What if he ends up wasting it?
what if its all a mistake...im the one whose gonna have to pull him out. :/



"You are what you are."




Life is an Adventure ... Dare it
Life is a Beauty ... Praise it
Life is a Challenge ... Meet it
Life is a Duty ... Perform it
Life is a Love ... Enjoy it
Life is a Tragedy ... Face it
Life is a Struggle ... Fight it
Life is a Promise ... Fulfill it
Life is a Game ... Play it
Life is a Gift ... Accept it
Life is a Journey ... Complete it
Life is a Mystery ... Unfold it
Life is a Goal ... Achieve it
Life is an Opportunity ... Take it
Life is a Puzzle ... Solve it
Life is a Song ... Sing it
Life is a Sorrow ... Overcome it
Life is a Spirit ... Realize it.

ALMOST KILLING SOMEONE
BECAUSE OF A CARELESS AND STUPID ACT THEN RUNNING AWAY TO ESCAPE BEING SUED.
that is unbelievable.
she told them. she told them not to inject her there. she told them.
THEY INJECTED HER THERE.
i could shoot them.
THEN DOCTORS: the so called professionals
NOT CARING for their patients properly...
when theyre so close to death?
don't they KNOW that a human being's life is in their hands?
don't they know that theyre small moves can affect someone drastically?

and dont even get me started on family.
THEY'RE supposed to be there for her.
THEY'RE the ones that are supposed to go out of their way to visit.
dont they love her?
what if they never see her again?
won't they even feel a tad guilty?!
will they even help her?
UNBELIEVABLE. UNBELIEVABLE.

she was crying out for them. CRYING.
and they didn't come.
they were at "work".

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,
love leaves a memory no one can steal.

hope that wasn't the last time i saw you.
hope you're strong enough.
can you take any more?
cant lose you yet
i cant.
not yet.
not now.
<3


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