this week made such a complete turn, for the worse.
monday and tuesday were amazinng :]
i'm so thankful for all the thought that was put into it
and how amazing you guys are<3 i cant even put it into words.
then stuff started popping up
to ruin things.
[who knew all of this drama would have almost nothing to do with formal?]
am i witnessing the collapse of...everything?
i dont know who to trust anymore.
or what to do.
whenever someone tells me something, a voice inside my head questions whether or not to believe them. people can be so deceitful.
did i do something wrong?
am i a bad friend?
do i deserve this in some way?
am i responsible? i honestly don't know.
i can't just ignore this. i can't.
it won't pass by itself.
high school has turned into one of those catty girl books
when everyone has a huge secret, people turn on each other,
where [a lot of] guys are jerks and girls are witches,
when too much drama happens
and where everything is so shallow and superficial.
btw, i might act like it sometimes, but i'm not stupid. don't think you can fool me so easily.
I AM SO EEFFFING PISSED. no. ANGRY. i swear. it's over. i am not gonna let anything else happen. for their sake... it better not be true.
time to turn to my best, most useful medicine: singing my heart out to music blasting in my room without a care in the world, even for a little while :]
p.s. i'm just so grateful for the people responsible for those moments, during the worst days, that make me smile and laughh to no end <3
"when i am alone, i unconsciously smile to myself more often than ever before."
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theresamountain
5 comments:
what? why?
do you need a hug and an extra vanilla bean shake?
:D
talk to me, tree. you know you want to~
aghhh.
im too full for food right now :/
yeah, i am amazing. and dont u forget it :] haha jk
... im thinking this is about square... the middle portion... MOST... of it... maybe... am i right?
if the u being a bad friend thing is about what i think it may be about, shut the hell up. i love u. more than i hate fruitfly.
seriously, screw gossip girl. oxford should hav its own reality tv show.
do i knw what ur pissed about? prolly not, huh?
but i knw im pissed. just be cautious of my explosion sometime.
btw, did i mention i love u? <3
lol you ARE amazing.
part of its about squaree...bleh
WOOW suuure you do. well you seemed pretty friendly earlier
so i thought maybe you dont hate her anymoore :P
yeah youre just waiting to explode huh?
<33
Everything will be alright, dont worry. :)
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