something my "therapist" said during a lunch walk
got me thinking
"one day, you'll eventually ________________"
will i really?
i hope nott.
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Is the weather changing again?
just when i was getting used to the rain
it becomes somewhat sunny again.
will the rain come back? The sun is too bright.
i dont like it, but for some odd reason it's a bit comforting...
makes me feel that im actually worth something, that the sun comes out for me
-________-;
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She came home! :D Thank GOD. I got to see her again, and we ate cake<3
but i still cant fathom the fact that it's just a matter of time...for both of them.
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HE IS SO STUPID. doesnt he know that what theyre planning to do is outrageous?
dont they know the complications that WILL follow? What if he ends up wasting it?
what if its all a mistake...im the one whose gonna have to pull him out. :/
"You are what you are."
Life is an Adventure ... Dare it
Life is a Beauty ... Praise it
Life is a Challenge ... Meet it
Life is a Duty ... Perform it
Life is a Love ... Enjoy it
Life is a Tragedy ... Face it
Life is a Struggle ... Fight it
Life is a Promise ... Fulfill it
Life is a Game ... Play it
Life is a Gift ... Accept it
Life is a Journey ... Complete it
Life is a Mystery ... Unfold it
Life is a Goal ... Achieve it
Life is an Opportunity ... Take it
Life is a Puzzle ... Solve it
Life is a Song ... Sing it
Life is a Sorrow ... Overcome it
Life is a Spirit ... Realize it.
ALMOST KILLING SOMEONE
BECAUSE OF A CARELESS AND STUPID ACT THEN RUNNING AWAY TO ESCAPE BEING SUED.
that is unbelievable.
she told them. she told them not to inject her there. she told them.
THEY INJECTED HER THERE.
i could shoot them.
THEN DOCTORS: the so called professionals
NOT CARING for their patients properly...
when theyre so close to death?
don't they KNOW that a human being's life is in their hands?
don't they know that theyre small moves can affect someone drastically?
and dont even get me started on family.
THEY'RE supposed to be there for her.
THEY'RE the ones that are supposed to go out of their way to visit.
dont they love her?
what if they never see her again?
won't they even feel a tad guilty?!
will they even help her?
UNBELIEVABLE. UNBELIEVABLE.
she was crying out for them. CRYING.
and they didn't come.
they were at "work".
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,
love leaves a memory no one can steal.
hope that wasn't the last time i saw you.
hope you're strong enough.
can you take any more?
cant lose you yet
i cant.
not yet.
not now.
<3
